Yes, I have a few times.... When I was younger the thought of giving up was a big thing on my mind. I have always pushed myself to see how far I could really go and learned a lot from it. I ran a razor blade over my arm at the highlight of my downward spiral starting from when I was nine years old. I couldn't do it. I don't have a self destruct jean in me I guess. I asked my mom how many Advil I would have to take to OD. This was after the razor blade. She thought i was going to kill myself and I was put on watch and put in Archway a youth correction place. I never said anything about the razor blade, I just said I wasn't going to kill myself, just wondering. I couldn't say anything about the razor.....
Death is the easy, Life is what's hard...........
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