Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Forgiving myself......... Is it a bad thing that  I can go through my life never thinking about this question?

I have to forgive myself for trying too hard to make something work that was meant to be doomed from the beginning.  Conning myself into thinking that I could keep a friend who was in love with me when I was not in love with them.  Blaming myself for how things turned out, being angry at him for how he burned me in the end. Deep down I knew it wasn't going to work, my fault, my bad.

So, I'm still working through this and everyday gets easier.

Forgiving yourself is the hardest sometimes...