Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?

My friendship with Jeni, I wouldn't trade it for the world.  Things are pretty good for me right now, there is nothing I can complain about. ^_^

Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Yes, I have a few times.... When I was younger the thought of giving up was a big thing on my mind.  I have always pushed myself to see how far I could really go and learned  a lot from it.  I ran a razor blade over my arm at the highlight of my downward spiral starting from when I was nine years old.  I couldn't do it.  I don't have a self destruct jean in me I guess.  I asked my mom how many Advil I would have to take to OD. This was after the razor blade. She thought i was going to kill myself and I was put on watch and put in Archway a youth correction place.  I never said anything about the razor blade, I just said I wasn't going to kill myself, just wondering.  I couldn't say anything about the razor.....

Death is the easy, Life is what's hard...........

Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

My Mommy, and even if i'm afraid I move forward.  Only looking back to remember.  I think things through, then acting when most beneficial. 

Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.

1.  Drunken Butterfly, By Sonic Youth  I'm Jenis drunken butterfly. Well at least I was.  lol

2.  Disturbia, By Rihanna  This is the only song I really remember from my 10 day drinking spree.  Kinda weird but really describes the drinking.

3.  Circus, By Britney Spears  "All eyes on me, in the center of the ring, just like a circus"

4.  Raise Your Glass, P!NK  This song always makes me smile, be yourself and pary!

5.  One Step at a Time, Jordan Sparks  I Just really like this song. ^_^

6.  Coin Operated Boy, By The Dresden Dolls  Just a fun song, lol

7.  All for You, Janet Jackson This song made my step-dad crazy

8.  The Spice Girls, Wannabe An other song to make him crazy, your 9 year old singing "If you wannabe my lover, you gotta get with my friends.........." haahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are a few more but I can't remember what they are, lol  So this playlist is about me. <3

Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.

I'm still a live and kicking so, nothing yet. I have time unless I die soon then i don't know lol.  Still need to travel, seeing the world ^_^

Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

There is nothing I wish I hadn't done in my life.  If/when I do anything, I think it through and learn from what doesn't work out.  Changing things would change who I am and who I have met.  In my mind that is not worth it.

Day 21: Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Go to see her! I would hope we had thing worked out before not letting the cook for an hour.  But even if we didn't I would still go and see her.  I don't know if I could live with myself knowing anything happen and I couldn't try to make it right.